Like the title says:
I GOTTA PICK UP THE PACE.
or I'll end up sucking at my exams, or even worst, I might not be able to do it on time.
I am waiting for something but I don't know what it is that I'm waiting for.
I wonder if I can be a good doctor if I'm always wishing that I am doing something other than medicine, like every day.
Geh. I'm just being whiny and not appreciating what I already have.
If I really do manage to survive the next 4 years and a half, and actually become a doctor... and then finish my 10-years contract with the government, I think I want to quit being a doctor and study something I like, like International Relations. Maybe I'll be a tour guide for a year or two. I might even try to be a kindergarten teacher. I doubt that I'll be able to do this if I got married and have children in the next 15 years because I'm gonna have to support my children and it'd be too selfish of me to do whatever suited me.
Argh. Russia doesn't have much programs that foreign students can join,huh. It kinda sucks. Maybe I'm just looking at the wrong place.
I GOTTA PICK UP THE PACE.
or I'll end up sucking at my exams, or even worst, I might not be able to do it on time.
I am waiting for something but I don't know what it is that I'm waiting for.
I wonder if I can be a good doctor if I'm always wishing that I am doing something other than medicine, like every day.
Geh. I'm just being whiny and not appreciating what I already have.
If I really do manage to survive the next 4 years and a half, and actually become a doctor... and then finish my 10-years contract with the government, I think I want to quit being a doctor and study something I like, like International Relations. Maybe I'll be a tour guide for a year or two. I might even try to be a kindergarten teacher. I doubt that I'll be able to do this if I got married and have children in the next 15 years because I'm gonna have to support my children and it'd be too selfish of me to do whatever suited me.
Argh. Russia doesn't have much programs that foreign students can join,huh. It kinda sucks. Maybe I'm just looking at the wrong place.
Current Location: muh bed
Current Mood:
annoyed
annoyedCurrent Music: random, miyavi, base ball bear, soulkids
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